"I'm not going to say 'anything,' because that's just inviting a situation that makes a liar out of me." Also, it's kind of desperate. "I know I'm going to have to drink blood from humans. I know I'm going to need to hurt or even kill people. Manipulate them on a bigger scale than I already do." She's not too proud to admit she's resorted to that kind of thing for her own survival, though obviously not on any kind of scale that might impress a vampire. "Outright making thralls, I think, I'd have to work up to - not that I haven't had the urge to do that to certain people, but still."
She's not really trying to impress Lydia as she speaks; she's mostly voicing things she's been working out in her own mind ever since she got her feather.
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"I'm not going to say 'anything,' because that's just inviting a situation that makes a liar out of me." Also, it's kind of desperate. "I know I'm going to have to drink blood from humans. I know I'm going to need to hurt or even kill people. Manipulate them on a bigger scale than I already do." She's not too proud to admit she's resorted to that kind of thing for her own survival, though obviously not on any kind of scale that might impress a vampire. "Outright making thralls, I think, I'd have to work up to - not that I haven't had the urge to do that to certain people, but still."
She's not really trying to impress Lydia as she speaks; she's mostly voicing things she's been working out in her own mind ever since she got her feather.
"I know I have a long way to go."