[ Xenk has some problems and many of them stem from his need to be perfect. But he also knows that the road to getting there is... not won by force. He just would have hoped to have achieved perfection by now! But. He will take the L. ]
Of course.
[ He forgot to undress Astarion!!! What an easy mistake. For all his attention to the lecture, he'd missed a pretty vital step. And yes, this is totally a conversation to be having with someone who is tied up in red rope and looking beautiful -- but not comfortable. Xenk doesn't have any excuse for forgetting, but the last of Astarion's feedback is especially cutting. Novice work. Truly an insult. His maker, gone though he might be, wouldn't stand for this.
(Never mind that this isn't something that Szass Tam would give a single fuck about!)
Xenk clenches his fists, that frustration at himself growing, but held back tightly. Creativity has ever been a weakness of his. It's not like effort or practice will ever improve that one. Only time, yet after 30 years he's changed so little... ]
I understand. I will seek to improve, in the future.
no subject
Of course.
[ He forgot to undress Astarion!!! What an easy mistake. For all his attention to the lecture, he'd missed a pretty vital step. And yes, this is totally a conversation to be having with someone who is tied up in red rope and looking beautiful -- but not comfortable. Xenk doesn't have any excuse for forgetting, but the last of Astarion's feedback is especially cutting. Novice work. Truly an insult. His maker, gone though he might be, wouldn't stand for this.
(Never mind that this isn't something that Szass Tam would give a single fuck about!)
Xenk clenches his fists, that frustration at himself growing, but held back tightly. Creativity has ever been a weakness of his. It's not like effort or practice will ever improve that one. Only time, yet after 30 years he's changed so little... ]
I understand. I will seek to improve, in the future.