Isn't that just typical for most people in the Red Court? It's not necessarily about you specifically.

[ Hah, such a good save. Ah, but now the distraction is getting the thing they were very actively trying to avoid thinking or looking too much at. They're too young and healthy, and Eden's mind has been too inclined towards thinking about... Damn. Okay, the flip with them is also cool. ]

You definitely could. Are you thinking of trapping a poor novice in all of that? I might not end up being just a fly.