Exactly that. If you're looking for something aside from that, what I want is for you to become a vampire, which shouldn't be too difficult because we're not of the Black Court. [And he remembers those grueling days, attempting to mistwalk and whatnot, with the possibility of dying with every Black Court session.

He was never afraid of that because he just had one thing on his mind, but he doesn't regret leaving that behind for what he has now.]

You have a vested interest in not dying, either. It all works out.