[ The moment a chart was handed off and he nodded for her to follow, Eden swallowed hard and wished to keep some of the patients between them. Just for a moment. Not long enough to avoid following instruction, but to where she realized that there was a scolding coming underway.
Knowing it was going to happen didn't stop her from flinching, however. Eden started to shrink, but paused to fish through that bag of hers again to take out one of her notebooks. Not the same one used in classes, but heavily used if the tabs had anything to say about it. ]
It's actually more likely that they're forgotten or from somewhere else. Mister Yendar said that the understanding and skills I have are real, not something from out of nowhere. I just-
[ She holds out the notebook, which has a lot more thorough knowledge and actual facts about this kind of procedure and even more. It's oddly thorough and detailed, with diagrams to boot. To an advanced enough level that someone Eden's age shouldn't have, regardless of specialized background. ]
I've been able to know and do things that are surprising me a lot since just before this curse stuff started. Like there's a part that says its certain and I know how to do it, but the fact of it all still shocks me- it's not just medicine, either, but this? This I can write down.
[ She was still going to be yelled at, but this was all by consultation by one other teacher, and Revar kept insisting that Eden had to do these things herself instead of asking if it would work. So she'll take the brunt, but not without trying to defend herself a little. ]
I calculated it against everything else to do. My knot work isn't good enough to securely tie him down, the other associates were too hazed to act in time, I'm too early in getting blood to hold the legs down of a youngblood. I held it so I would've stabbed my hand, but it wouldn't have been a serious issue or nothing would've changed because there wasn't another major spot in the zone I was isolating for the point.
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Knowing it was going to happen didn't stop her from flinching, however. Eden started to shrink, but paused to fish through that bag of hers again to take out one of her notebooks. Not the same one used in classes, but heavily used if the tabs had anything to say about it. ]
It's actually more likely that they're forgotten or from somewhere else. Mister Yendar said that the understanding and skills I have are real, not something from out of nowhere. I just-
[ She holds out the notebook, which has a lot more thorough knowledge and actual facts about this kind of procedure and even more. It's oddly thorough and detailed, with diagrams to boot. To an advanced enough level that someone Eden's age shouldn't have, regardless of specialized background. ]
I've been able to know and do things that are surprising me a lot since just before this curse stuff started. Like there's a part that says its certain and I know how to do it, but the fact of it all still shocks me- it's not just medicine, either, but this? This I can write down.
[ She was still going to be yelled at, but this was all by consultation by one other teacher, and Revar kept insisting that Eden had to do these things herself instead of asking if it would work. So she'll take the brunt, but not without trying to defend herself a little. ]
I calculated it against everything else to do. My knot work isn't good enough to securely tie him down, the other associates were too hazed to act in time, I'm too early in getting blood to hold the legs down of a youngblood. I held it so I would've stabbed my hand, but it wouldn't have been a serious issue or nothing would've changed because there wasn't another major spot in the zone I was isolating for the point.